(this is what i would be doing if i were with my baby boy today… he NEVER feels smothered!)
this is the first birthday of theo’s that i will not spend with him… he is away at college and i’m sure he is crying into the birthday cake i sent him, missing me terribly (or at least that’s what he swore to me.) he MIGHT also be having a really good time with his friends at school, which i KNOW i should be happy about and i mostly am. i just love this boy so much that sometimes i think my heart will burst right out of my chest. i think this is normal, but it is also painful because for some reason these babies grow up. wishing you everything WONDERFUL in the coming year theodore ellis chasnow. happiest birthday… i love you so! x0x0x
(can you believe that about four seconds ago he was just this size?)