(both of my babies 2010…)
these two were not easy to get. i went through a multitude of treatments from both eastern and western doctors in the states and in the netherlands over many years, getting needled and cupped and eating restrictive, pro-pregnancy diets that left me frustrated and unsatisfied (and did NOT include scotchmallows or pinot noir or even fresh fruit), having blood draws and getting probed with all kinds of instruments, injecting myself with so many hormones that at times i truly felt out of my mind. and i am sure i was. but i would not trade any of that because it led to the creation of my darling children. ultimately, they are both from the same IVF batch, even though i did more than one… lucy was just frozen for several years. i think that is why they look so much alike. lucy contends they are technically “twins,” theo believes firmly they are not and that he is definitely older. regardless, bringing these children to life has been the most difficult and rewarding project i have ever attempted. and it’s not even over…
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